1. |
Riptide
03:18
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All you ever wanted was an alibi.
By land or by sea you'd up and flee
Each disaster housed in me
Every word you've held was riptide
Current to me, you ebbed and weaved
A messy endtrail away from the scene.
Can I try to live,
Half a life, post whatever
Or phone a friend in inclamate weather
Or better off, skipping the same damn rock
I've been kicking to an open pond
Sometimes I
Feel like a fish out of water-boarding
Big lie, I won't die, not just yet.
Got high, got lost
A little bit of overgrown feeling and losing track of everyone I know.
(Whenever you're around)
I sink like a stone.
(If you're not coming up, I'm not coming down)
I sink like a stone
(Whenever you're around)
I sink like a stone
(If you're. not coming up, I'm not coming down now)
All you ever wanted was an alibi.
By land or by sea you'd up and flee
Each disaster housed in me
Every word you've held was riptide
Current to me you ebbed and weaved
Messy end-trails away from the scene.
Now I rarely see your name non- day-to-day
But just so long that you're okay, then
That's okay, then
We'll be okay then
It was December 16th, 2017, it's the lowest low I ever sank to
Know even we do fall ever far and few between.
All you ever wanted was an alibi.
By land or by sea you'd up and flee
Each disaster housed in me
Every word you've held was riptide
Current to me you ebbed and weaved
Messy endtrails away from the scene.
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2. |
Stilettos N Garments
03:53
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Are you at home
Or away
I hope it’s not too much to say
That I miss you
In the morning
When you’re spending all of your parents money on liquor
And Uber
Made the 90 ft. Vertical trek up inside to your apartment
Stilettos and garments
But you like the night scene, bud, and drinking too much and I like hanging out with my friends.
You like the structure of a working class love that I don’t understand.
You thank the man above when you wake up because it’s all part of the plan.
I won’t be waiting on the sweet release of death to do what I can
Maybe it’s all pointless and there’s not much left to say.
I’m just sitting here and ripping beers like it mattered anyway
Read these lines a thousand times there’s nothing left to change.
I’m just sitting here and bitching like it mattered anyway
Why don’t you go just for the fun of it? We both know there’s happiness in substance.
Why don’t you go for the fun of it?
Why don’t you go for the fun of it? We both know there’s happiness in substance.
Why don’t you go for the fun of it?
Every second my lungs get hot and my throat gets caught I lose my train of thought.
Every lesson I’ve learned for not in some parking lots trying to find some pot.
Put the money in the basket, please, this is a robbery- this isn’t anything to me.
Fuck the secrets you’re paid to keep using the lottery as ample company.
Why don’t you go for the fun of it?
We both know there’s happiness in substance.
Why don’t you go for the fun of it?
(shredding)
Why don’t you go for the fun of it?
We both know there’s happiness in substance.
Why don’t you go for the fun of it?
Why don’t you go for the fun of it?
We both know there’s happiness in substance.
Why don’t you go for the fun of it?
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3. |
Oops late
02:18
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I hope you're happy with the way that you are
Not collapsing from the weight of it all.
I know that it's tragic what happened,
But baby we're standing, not standing still.
all you friends fall in and out at the same damn rate.
It's not love, it's lust
Not like, it's fuck
Like the few I gave so that's why you're gone.
I hope you're happy with the way that you are
Not collapsing from the weight of it all.
I know that it's tragic what happened,
But baby we're standing, not standing still.
So I don't have thoughts on keeping up,
And loving you was tricky, too
And I wasn't cut out for the bet.
And no lie, you didn't try to get a grip on it and figure me out.
Why can't I figure me out?
And I hope you're happy with the way that you are
Not collapsing from the weight of it all.
I know that it's tragic what happened,
But baby we're standing, not standing
And I hope you're happy with the way that you are
Not collapsing from the weight of it all.
I know that it's tragic what happened,
But baby we're standing, not standing still.
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4. |
Worst Idea of All Time
01:22
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In and out of acute state of mind
My buddy's laughing, despite the 5'9"
Short king anthem
In the bathroom
Happy hour
Tall and sour
Maybe I'm just picking up on the angry vibes from the boys in power.
Incel answer, "please respond, I showed you pp, please reply".
"I don't get the right attention, white and straight I deserve it."
Because look what happens, short term memory, smash the future, make me empty, can you?
Make me empty?
It was the worst idea of all time,
Picking up where we once left off.
I'm sure that you're doing fine
without me.
I'm sleeping in uncomfortable positions
Erase, if you like
Erase, if you like.
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5. |
Caffeine
03:15
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I’m talking makeup in the front seat
Sleeping in the back
Don’t care if they see us
Taking a sink bath I’m
Main-lining caffeine
While chewing instant coffee
I don’t much care for dreaming
And the drips aren’t that bad so
Guess I’ll see you again
I don’t really expect
A call back
Yet
And like you said
Would you Be my friend
Til the end
But I hope it’s not soon tho
And I hope it’s the way that I want to go
Hope I’m not losing it
I hope I’m not straight abusing the gift I’ve been given
But the presents a present they say
Nobody keeps their receipt
I wanna be a someone a little bit taller
So I can fight the boyfriend hugging on my daughter
I definitely didn’t need this
Really didn’t see this
Coming
Very didn’t hear you come in
I like it when you breathe and I like it when you speak
It’s a bonus when you point each of them at me
At the same time, yet,
And I’m the lucky one it seems
You don’t gotta act so cold
Even gangsters end up alone
And I can hear you with my eyes sealed closed
Even winners end up alone
When the sun is sinking deep and low
I wanna feel you with my heartbeat and never let you go
Cuz
Even if you tell me so, I know that lovers end up alone
You don’t gotta act so cold
Even gangsters end up alone
And I can hear you with my eyes sealed closed
Even winners end up alone, yeah
When the sun is sinking deep and low
I wanna feel you with my heartbeat and never let you go
Cuz
Even if you tell me so, I know that lovers end up alone
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6. |
faster!
01:47
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Just say the words so we can move past this
Past this like everyone else
Just say the words so we can move past this
Past this like everyone else
I been down, just ask the band
A translucent hand and my movements off a bit
Slip stuck in my fingertip
Chase a high, pay relief, move again
And I know what you need
I hear what you say
When you say what you mean
I know what it means to be free: incomplete
Encompass it
Just say the words so we can move past this
Past this like everyone else
Just say the words so we can move past this
Past this like everyone else
I know where you’ve been,
It takes all of me to just erase
I know where you've been,
It takes all of me to just erase
So go ahead and back it up,
You’re winning now
Don’t fuck it up
So bring the old and keep the new
Make yourself something in between
A prequel or a sequel,
And we’re all a breathing evil
And so there it goes,
Humility is happening to you.
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